A Hard Goodbye
Journal Entry: Tue Nov 6, 2007, 3:49 PM
- Mood:
Emotional - Listening to: music from Shades comp.
- Eating: It was Mc D's
- Drinking: D to the P
Sorry I haven't updated this in a long time....to much drama....let me explain.
This Halloween was supposed to be the greatest it was really my first halloween that I went out to a bar and dressed up. But at 10 o'clock I was hit with the worst news ever.....one of my best friends killed himself......I've never had to deal with anything like this. I'm not sure how I should feel right now I'm so sad but at the same time so angry. I know it's never going to get better but, I've been told it will get easier. I'm hoping so.......
I'm just kindda lost.....
I really don't know what else to say...the funeral was yesterday. Everything was made so real to me that day. I kept thinking it was all just some fucked up dream or even a joke but when I saw him Sunday at the service in his coffen I just lost it and I knew it was real and then seeing his grave and grave stone it was so hard....what do I do? I know there is nothing that can be done and that all of us who lost him just need to be together but.....it's so strange like some sureal dream.
Anyway I guess I feel a little better typing it all out and geting my thought out. Now I just need to try and sleep.....that sounds good...maybe...if I can. We will see how well this works out.
Later!
Devious Comments
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So I'm pulling out the weeds, i'm taking stock
you can talk the talk, but cant walk the walk
Your narcissistic ways have gotten the best of you.
So I'm leaving you to sink, in all your glory
For you and me it's the end of the story.
Get out of my way
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So I'm pulling out the weeds, i'm taking stock
you can talk the talk, but cant walk the walk
Your narcissistic ways have gotten the best of you.
So I'm leaving you to sink, in all your glory
For you and me it's the end of the story.
Get out of my way
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B: Is it raining?
A: I think they're spitting at us.
over and out, love and peace!!!
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Also known as Lady Wren (My drawings are still signed RN, though XD)
Write not for the audience, but for yourself. Why? Because nothing is worse than writing a book you will never be proud of.
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So I'm pulling out the weeds, i'm taking stock
you can talk the talk, but cant walk the walk
Your narcissistic ways have gotten the best of you.
So I'm leaving you to sink, in all your glory
For you and me it's the end of the story.
Get out of my way
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Sh.
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×alis×
perhaps i was addicted to the dark side
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I Came, I Saw, I Took A Photo
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So I'm pulling out the weeds, i'm taking stock
you can talk the talk, but cant walk the walk
Your narcissistic ways have gotten the best of you.
So I'm leaving you to sink, in all your glory
For you and me it's the end of the story.
Get out of my way
--
×alis×
perhaps i was addicted to the dark side
--
So I'm pulling out the weeds, i'm taking stock
you can talk the talk, but cant walk the walk
Your narcissistic ways have gotten the best of you.
So I'm leaving you to sink, in all your glory
For you and me it's the end of the story.
Get out of my way
--
×alis×
perhaps i was addicted to the dark side
--
So I'm pulling out the weeds, i'm taking stock
you can talk the talk, but cant walk the walk
Your narcissistic ways have gotten the best of you.
So I'm leaving you to sink, in all your glory
For you and me it's the end of the story.
Get out of my way
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Happiness is like peeing in your pants. Everyone can see it, but only you can feel the warmth.
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~I hope life isn't one big joke...cuz I don't get it
~Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game
~To fall is NOT to fail...you only fail when you don't try
~The seriousness of an insult rises with the one insulted
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So I'm pulling out the weeds, i'm taking stock
you can talk the talk, but cant walk the walk
Your narcissistic ways have gotten the best of you.
So I'm leaving you to sink, in all your glory
For you and me it's the end of the story.
Get out of my way
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Do Whatevers Next
RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can kiss the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 kiss !
4- You should kiss in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender kissing, it's a love kiss !
7- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a kiss
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×alis×
perhaps i was addicted to the dark side
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"There's rosemary, that's for remembrance; pray, love, remember: and there is pansies. that's for thoughts." Hamlet- Shakespere
"Because everyone knows that while Glam rock may fade away again, Love is forever."-HP-ff-Angel Reid
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shutterhoney
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